yoyoyo~~ I so lack the mood to high now man.. i am so worried and scared cause the final exams for semester1 is coming soon. Earliest paper on 21August. Faint. And the bad thing is the day falls on FRIDAY!! I have my SINGING LESSON!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to cry already lala.. So stressed up till today's macroeconomics lecture, i am so paying attention la, but i still feel tire cause today's lesson starts at 8. =.= Eyes wide open, mind half sleeping, half listening but overall not bad. Actually all modules are fun just that it seems boring and i didn't listen to any lectures and tutorials thus now i am worried for my POA this coming friday and other 3 modules for the final exams.. ok, stop all this scary things now. Had my 2nd lesson for my singing lesson last friday!! In total, i will have 2teachers. 1 for the teaching of music knowledge while the other for the singing part. ( 1 guy & 1 lady respectively) Last friday's lesson is heart popping one. Everyone has to come up to sing a song till the chorus. What the!! Scary!! I sang 假面的告白 by Jolin Tsai. She said my voice so suit this kind of EMO song la!! HAPPY~!! ;) but also la, i emo girl type de. Hurhur. I feel my singing sucks and i am trembling in my voice. Hahs, so shy la. ;)

SUNDAY! Is it a good day or bad day?? Cause tomorrow is another new week and we all have to go to school rushing for tutorials, lectures, homeworks etc and being boring for me. =.= Sad. Today was supposedly going out with nerissa but all not free so decided to go library to study but no space, so here i am at home blogging and preparing to revise my POA.. =.= which i think is quite hard to start cause LAZY ar~!! Hahas. I failed my poa and lab exams. For the others all heng heng pass. I think i am going t o"DIE" soon if i don't start pulling up my socks and start to LISTEN in tutorials and lectures!! Have been in "AFTER O'LEVEL HOLIDAY MOOD" till NOW!! OH MAN, PLEASE HELP ME!! As for last friday, hohoho~~ went for my singing lesson. hmm, first lesson actually v.boring and nothing much. Learning those like theory of music, eg. rhythem and pitching. My theory lesson is taught by a guy, HIDEAKI. Next week if i'm not wrong is starting to learn abit of singing techniques?? by another female teacher. They have different teachers for different kind of lesson. It is like in school, maths, english, science etc, we have different teachers teaching mostly. Same thing as well. My class has 9 girls. 1 GUY only. Hahs. Pathetic 1 guy only, no handsome guys. AIYA!! Hahs. They gave us the school shirt but we can don't wear it everytime for lesson. It is just for us, like a "gift" like that?? Hahs. Oh, i miss RAVIN, MY CLIQUE, MY SCHOOLMATES, EVERYONE in WRSS not in NYP!! Hahs, i'm so bad but is the fact la, my classmates in nyp has NOTHING for me to miss or the urge to go to school everyday. =.= Pathetic CLASS. Hahs. But except for afew nia, which can be counted using 1hand. FAINT. =.= Hahs. I think i will start revision and do my tutorials after lunch?? Hahs, as if i will sia TO ME. SHIT!! Envious to those who can study and are clever.. Sian. EHEH, but i also clever la. Hahs, like zhenbang said, my potential haven't come out yet. HOHOHO~!! If i want to study, the world is going to DROP~!! HAHS~!!

MIRACLE is happening to me, i think?? Hahs, cause i'm blogging so often. Hahs. I want to change my blogskin la, but no suitable ones and i don't know how to make a blogskin of my own too.. hmm.. Now is break-time and everyone is in tutorial room playing laptops or being disgusting pervert. Hahs. Lesson starting at 3pm man, 15min more to go. One word, BORING!! Duh. Hahs. I'm feeling excited and scare at the same time not for now but TOMORROW!! Tomorrow is the day officially going to Lee Wei Song School of Music for my teenage vocal! HOHOHO~! Let's see what going to happen tomorrow during my singing lesson, hope my new friends there are nice to be with and not like ... ERH HEM. Hahs. Tomorrow fast fast come beh. Heh. =DD

Hey yo~!! back to blogging again cause i am real bored in MACROECONOMICS lesson. Dying soon or rather like what Gg says: " MELTING!" Hahs. Macroeconomics lecture was damn sleepy, NOT only me. Hahs. ALL in the LECTURE! The lecturer was talking nonsense about the slide and people are:" Did i sleep v.long??" cause when they wake up it is still the same slide as eve. Hahs. For me, more PRO!! I open my BIG eyes, and sleep with them OPEN!! Can you imagine?? seriously i am speaking. Hahs. And worse of all, i forgot tap my card though i went in in the given time. Faint, and the lecturer won't care about it and it means ABSENT for lesson! =.= WTF. hurhur, so vulgar but i think Gg win me by lot lot.Hahs. Gg don't scold me. Hahs. Now in tutorial room and i am here blogging, chatting and uploading my youtube. I found SS501 SOLO COLLECTION. It's cool man. I think i need tell qii about it, she will go crazy. Hahs. It is those kind of MV which has episodes that look like a movie. A long story-line for MV. Hahs.

super duper long time never update my blog.. now 10.40 AM, i should be in class be a good girl and listen in POA class but NO, i am here BLOGGING~!! hahs. I feel so damn SLEEPY las~ 3 weeks holidays that i don't need to wake up early in the morning rushing to school on time. hahs. Ya, is RUSHING. Nothing much happened actually all the while. Remembered that the time went out with elysia tan MOMO (hahs), on the way back home, feels nauseous, (don't know how to spell) vomited once on the train, then alight at A.M.K to "wash up" myself. Then carried on back home again. Nice momo, she accompany to my station then back home. But i vomited again at cwp. Went to the nearest rubbish bin to do my VOMITING again. haha, nothing to be proud of la~ hurhur. So didn't went for school for 2 days, got MC. So my illness is STOMACH FLU. Vomit the whole night, waking up once every HOUR to vomit. Super not well.. That day is supposed to be a gathering for our clique but 2 didn't turn up cause not free, so left me and momo. We went kbox, sing like hell and photo-ing like hell.. hahs. Most photos on momo's fc but her blog got some as well. Hmm.. Ok, even more happy thing is... This coming friday (10 july 2009), i am going for my FIRST lesson in Lee Wei Song School of Music(LWS School of Music). HOHOHO~~!! excited las~~ but worried i can't sing well. hurhur.. ok, i think i am stopping here for now. Flu and sore throat. Faint. BYE~! hahs.

hmm.. my handpohone sot again. i cnt send or receive msg and call or receive calls. so i used my dad's handphone ydy and tdy. i'm sorry to him lol. tdy i was rushing to sch cause i thought i'm late but not yet though. =.= so in the hurry, the handphone drop out from the casing as it's too loose. super lots of scratches sia.. so guilty of it. so hw sold away my old hp and bought a new nokia hp which is the Xpressmusic and it's a candy bar type de for me. then i gave him back his which is alr.. opps. ar!!!!!!!!! guilty all the way from i drop it till i told him about it lol.. OH............. so my new hp is so thin that i'm not used to it.. hahs, weird right?? ok, tdy only had 2hrs lecture of poa and done. i didn't bring anytnk or bag bt my lanyard, ez-link, poa book, hp and ipod. hahs. after the lecture was actually going to ecp but nd travel 1hr i sian alr then i went then. who knows when i reach home, there's noone and i didn't bring my keys. so i had to sit outside my hse and wait my maid come back from fetching my sis from sch.. so pathetic right?? hahs. 2times alr.. "pei fu" of myself. hahs. so got in alr, i shld have eaten my lunch first but i slept before even eating a single bit after it's heated and take out onto the dining table.. hohoho

i think i saw jiahao at woodlands control station and fionne with a guy in cwp.. hmm.. kpo right?? hohoho~~ hmm tdy i was late by 1min nia but shld i say lucky it's fine? cause lecturer thought lesson starts at 10 while it starts at 9 and the projector ws spoilt.. =.= so lecturer cancelled to don't know which mon.. sian.. another week going to be tiring again.. hmm.. so nw free, waiting for eng lesson to start at 11.10 i think and so here i have the time to blog abit of tdy happenings. yea. hahs